Distress: Leave me alone :(

Tanduay ice plus chocolates plus chips creates a spectacular mood! wohohoho!

A bottle of it solved my feeling of distress.. choz! emo!

Before I start writing my second blog I just want to warn everyone who'd happen to read this by accident or by intention, going through the end of this story will make you think that I am being shallow about what’s happening to my life. You can bear with it or just stop reading while you still have time :)
I don't know where to start..
All I know is “I need to” release it out so I can feel better..
I am anxious about things, I am tired, Yes! Being choosy is bad and it’s wrong how i questioned what kind of life has given me.

But come to think of it, do I really deserve this? this situation I am into.. this feeling of distress.. What did I do to deserve this???
I’m not perfect (I know okay?) in case your eyebrow raised because of my last statement/question.

I mean, I have done no harm to anyone (the last time I checked hehe), all my life I’ve been good (WTH sung by avril lavigne), hehe seriously I would never intend to hurt someone’s feelings.
How? Why? and Why again? - Familiar right? these are some words that running on our mind when something not right is happening or if something was not happened the way we wanted it to be. A feeling of annoyance filled our hearts. Some say it’s normal but still we cannot control our hatred or grudges, so are these questions to come out.
By the way, this blog is not about questioning GOD. NEVER. So leave HIM out of this. WE do not have the right to question HIM (we’re here alive because of him, instill that in your heart and mind like I always do). When i said “WE” I mean US, all of us but ofcourse considering those anti-Christ, I have them excluded. ;)
Stressed. Distressed. Anxious. Annoyed. Confused.

I’ll let it all out.
I’m emo!... okay... fine...
If that’s what you think of me, Just be with it. just go with it. that’s it! that’s it! hehe.. I sound better right?? okay, I am a little bit crazy.. haaayst.. :)
What I am feeling right now is not about my family. I think so, it is my conviction. Aside from god THEY’re my strength. I have a perfect, wonderful and awesome family! Ooops, don’t get me wrong, I know there is no such thing as “perfect family” but there’s always an exception to the rule. Just forgive me for being exaggerated. If you want I’ll just rephrase my statement from “perfect” to “almost perfect”. Deal? So to conclude this, my family is now eliminated in what causes my depression.
My family was already crossed out. Let’s talk about my WORKlife. hmmm.. Should i really discuss it here? hehehe... I know what you’re thinking and you guessed it right! A big YAY for you! :) Well, it seems that I already gave a clue to what I am trying to imply. It is kinda obvious. No offense to my current company (still my dream company until now and I am really proud being here) but these past few days I don’t know why I am being like this. Waaa really sorry to the management but I think there’s something "wrong". I just don’t understand why we are being treated like this. I won’t expound each of it but yeah atleast I’ve already said it. I love my company, I always enjoy being with my friends and what I love the most is when the management recognize US not because we’re good but because WE are worthy to be recognized. I love those times when they’re not being biased on every decisions Oh well.. I love it when all of us (from lower rank to highest) are being receptive and cognizant to other people's feelings.
I know some people won't understand what I am saying, well... just leave your opinion to yourself and I will leave mine here. Fair enough... :)
Stay happy.
Always remember, "Everything happens for a reason".
Everything is in GOD's plan.
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